Regardless of what happened… .i will always love him. he was my bestfriend. i loved him more then anything. i know he doesnt believe me. and how could i have moved on so fast? i dont know. . it just happened… .if he feels like he needs to get back with his ex?… then i hope hes happy… .i hope this isnt a way of him getting back at me… . :’( i miss him terribly i do… .i love him. i mean. how else can i say it… i feel like such a bad person… .hard to believe… .i dont want him gone. i dont…i miss him…i love him…

i found someone who actually cares. i found someone who loves me for me. i found someone who kisses me on the forehead and says how lucky they are to have me. i found someone who makes me seriously happy. i found someone who is just like me. i found someone who doesnt control me. i found someone who wants me to live my life and succeed with my dreams. i found someone who just… . makes me all nervous inside like a little kid again :) 

i like this guy. alot. <3